Time to write down my feeling at here.Really have no idea the life that I'm living now is right or wrong. Is this the life that I want? I know nobody can answer except myself, but I wish someone can give me the answer. Most of them said I should live in a better life, no in this way. I know..I'm really know...but something is not under my control, I can't control on something..what else I can do?? May be I'm afraid to face the truth,I think it's time,just gimme some times to prepare...please...Time is passing,I'm getting elder....haiz..