She told me:"The more you scarify doesn't mean you will get the same value of reward." well, I did not mean to get any reward toward effort that i put on. I know there is still a long way for me to learn. Don't know this decision is right or not, I know they are shocked and "beh song" to see my face at that place, but what to do...I am just follow instruction. I just want to work in a peaceful environment, do my part and get my salary, I don't like politics...I hate politics!! Hope times will prove it, to prove that I did not mean to fight with them for power, or anything...