Move

Don't know what's going on to me, it's come into my mind suddenly--working holiday! I know they are totally disagree with me, but this idea really interesting. I can leave this place, start a new life at out there, meet more people, view more interesting stuff, quite fun! but who is willing to follow me? I guess no one. May be I am escaping from something that cause me wants to leave this country so much. Am I? I have really no idea, lost my direction and no one can guide me. even there is someone guide me, give me alot of advices but it's useless...because my heart is missing far far away, it had been missing for few months dy..I know life still go on, but with a heartless mandy.